Tuesday, July 19, 2005

#1 Brand New Start

I need a brand new start. And here, it is.

I stopped at my dashboard for a while just now, unlike how quickly I would select my blog to write a post usually. I've 4 blogs in total, excluding this one, and the shared one by caKes. I was thinking for a while, which to delete and which not to for almost 3 out of the 4 were almost abandoned.

In the end, I decided not to at all. Afterall, things do stay in my mind even if I try to erase whatever is in black and white. Valuable lessons learnt, should be kept and be mindful.

I've been hooked onto this book (The Time Traveller's Wife) lately. Read it on my way to school, hid it under my table during a tutorial, carry it to sleep. You name it, I've done it. And so after waking up from a nap that I fall into while reading, here I'm with a terrible headache. Tutorials neatly laying across my tabletop, my mind naked, lost in an scene of the past, like Henry the Time Traveller. Then I know, I need a brand new start.

But I'm not going to disclose this place until about August or so, when I will close down theothersite.

Some people, me included, believe that punk is just the most recent manifestation of this, this spirit, this feeling, you know, that things aren't right and that in fact things are so wrong that the only thing they could do is to say Fuck It, over and over again, really loud, until someone stops us.

I'm not exactly into punk, and I guess as far as I'm sane concern, I wouldn't be. But I do reach out to hard rock whenever I'm feeling low. Quiet moments just seems to drown me further into whatever I'm sinking deep. Fcuk.

Many things in life are beyond your control, but definitely not beyond your limits.

I love Group PEs taken by Naomi. After last week's conquerance of the drain along those private estates, we were made to do part of the adventure tower and monkey bars today. Although I hate her at moments when she made us run as if we never run before, I find her PE sessions rather meaningful. Meaningful indeed. I felt a lesson learnt at the end of every PE period with her. Lessons about life, perserverance, going beyond your limits - knowledge so real and useful that you can never acquire in a lecture hall.

Then I realise perhaps you too isn't the one.

Gotta get back to gravitation tutorials. Goodnight.

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

testing

7/22/2005 12:34:00 AM  

Post a Comment

<< Home