#112. And I made you my source of distraction.

TJ's 20th roadrun is finally over this morning. I was the 106th girl (of out like nearly 700) to complete the 3.6km race. Though this is like the first time and last time I'm running this route, I thought it was never better, in the sense that wasn't as long as I initially expect it to be compared to the previous 3km trial ones and I was faster I thought. :) I guess it was the atmosphere, the competitiveness you can never get back in jyss. Its like here, you only can run, nobody walks like the four yrs back at bedok reservior. One encourages another, we push each other on; motivation. I love this spirit.

Then I spent a tiring warm afternoon at the scape for some sextremly responsible carnival hosted by wei's sister and her NTU people. There was nothing much too interesting except for the Melissa joke and Derek's (from Project Superstar) performance. For once I thought these Superstar people actually got some real talent now that I listen to him live, much much better than over the tv. Haha.

I still got 8 GP articles to review and lotsa work.
Lala.

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Sometimes I'm wondering why I'm trying so hard to be someone I'm not.
Restrain, Suppress. Sometimes its just feels so terrible, about lying to myself, being someone to accomodate my surroundings. Seriously I don't know if this is right.:(

Luckily JC's only 2 yrs and its only a few months more.
Next yr will be better. :)