I won't cry, just yet.

Its really enough lar.

I'm not forever so strong. I can take it once, twice, trice but not one after another. I'm a human too, I've got my feelings, my emotions. There's this extent that I can hide whatever I've never wanted to show. I can be disappointed too. I can be everything that you never thought I will be.

Oh please, I'm almost 18 already. I don't want to cry in front of you anymore. Remember that there's this limit I can withold. Remember this, remember that.

Perhaps I should nv care anymore.
Love, care and concern are bullshit. Really, believe me.

Happy Birthday Father.
Stop trying to make me listen.
Stop trying to make me hide.