Drop or Mug Now.

To stay true to my innermost emotions, I've decided to hang in there for the meantime. For those who wants the best for me, to suggest me to give up the subject, I'm sorry but I want to give myself another try. For those who think I can do it eventually, I will try my best not to disappoint anyone of you.

At the end of the day, I will pay for any consequences for the choice I've made to hold on now. I want to hold on not because of anyone but myself. I want to challenge myself for one last time; without any intention to compete with anyone or whatsoever. Mother is right, I wasn't born to be a normal girl and should have been very blessed just to be one now, and for all that opportunities I've been given, I shouldn't give up on myself when they didn't give up on me 14 years ago.

I wouldn't drop the subject as for now.
I might change my mind but now,

this is my choice, anonymous.