#83. Last Post of 2005.
I was supposed to be doing Maths, but I took a break to write this on the very last night of 2005. A reflection, a recap, a summary.
Year 2005 has been a beginning and an end. Life in college was a new and refreshing one, a total different experience from her 2004 counterpart. As a beginning, everything and everybody start afresh and anew. New friends from totally different family background, residing towns/countries, and language were made. Here, in the new environment where I was supposed to fight on for my own, I had to change. Attitude-wise, I could no longer be the proud top girl I used to be back in the previous year. First of all to speak up and make new friends all over again, then many a times, I had to learn to eat the humble pie to ask others who are better off than I do. I had to work extra hard to be where I am (not the best but still not worse off). I learnt to let go, to accept what I cannot achieve, to seize the chance while the iron’s hot, to fight for everything that I want.
Emotional wise, it was an ironic year as while eventful, 2005 was a stable one for me. Beginnings and ends have had me to cope with friendship problems to start it all. Deep down, I was having problems trying to keep the old ties tight while trying so hard to pull in new ones. Academic wise, constant plunges and rises kept me going. Failures were common but luckily I managed to pull through even the toughest one. There were tears and disappointment no doubt, but its these experiences that keep me strong and going on hard. As for the matters of the heart, 2005 is a pretty smooth one and also an end. Things that I thought would keep me bothered didn’t after all. I was relieved instead at the absence of a target for the heart. There were a few puppy crushes amongst the busy schedule of mine, which ended up with nothing at all. My heart is still a peaceful and independent one, where I’ll continue making a joke and listening to friends’ BGR problems, for very long, it will be.
To sum up everything, 2005 was a good year spent. Great friends like the TKD gang and 06ers were made. Taekwondo, a great skill taken up. A college that I love. Family who were supportive all along. Most important of all, I was happy. Even though love and relationships weren’t that eventful this year, I was happy because I believe life is not about love alone. I’m happy too that everything is smooth and a friend was re-acquired. :)
Hello 2006. Goodbye 2005.
A new door has opened for us again. Leave all the negative behind, this will be a journey too short and heavy for burdens of the past. May 2006 be a wonderful year for you.
'Yours truly.
Year 2005 has been a beginning and an end. Life in college was a new and refreshing one, a total different experience from her 2004 counterpart. As a beginning, everything and everybody start afresh and anew. New friends from totally different family background, residing towns/countries, and language were made. Here, in the new environment where I was supposed to fight on for my own, I had to change. Attitude-wise, I could no longer be the proud top girl I used to be back in the previous year. First of all to speak up and make new friends all over again, then many a times, I had to learn to eat the humble pie to ask others who are better off than I do. I had to work extra hard to be where I am (not the best but still not worse off). I learnt to let go, to accept what I cannot achieve, to seize the chance while the iron’s hot, to fight for everything that I want.
Emotional wise, it was an ironic year as while eventful, 2005 was a stable one for me. Beginnings and ends have had me to cope with friendship problems to start it all. Deep down, I was having problems trying to keep the old ties tight while trying so hard to pull in new ones. Academic wise, constant plunges and rises kept me going. Failures were common but luckily I managed to pull through even the toughest one. There were tears and disappointment no doubt, but its these experiences that keep me strong and going on hard. As for the matters of the heart, 2005 is a pretty smooth one and also an end. Things that I thought would keep me bothered didn’t after all. I was relieved instead at the absence of a target for the heart. There were a few puppy crushes amongst the busy schedule of mine, which ended up with nothing at all. My heart is still a peaceful and independent one, where I’ll continue making a joke and listening to friends’ BGR problems, for very long, it will be.
To sum up everything, 2005 was a good year spent. Great friends like the TKD gang and 06ers were made. Taekwondo, a great skill taken up. A college that I love. Family who were supportive all along. Most important of all, I was happy. Even though love and relationships weren’t that eventful this year, I was happy because I believe life is not about love alone. I’m happy too that everything is smooth and a friend was re-acquired. :)
Hello 2006. Goodbye 2005.
A new door has opened for us again. Leave all the negative behind, this will be a journey too short and heavy for burdens of the past. May 2006 be a wonderful year for you.
'Yours truly.
recollects @ 12/31/2005 02:25:00 AM
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