Day 32; 爱拼才会赢

一时失志不免怨叹
一时落魄不免胆寒
那怕失去希望
每日醉茫茫
无魂有体亲像稻草人
人生可比是海上的波浪
有时起有时落
好运歹运
总嘛要照起来行
三分天注定
七分靠打拼
爱拼才会赢

今天的一大领悟：最耳熟能详的一首歌，原来也有那么深的人生哲学。
谁叫自己天资比别人差... 但我相信勤能补拙！

努力，努力，再努力！

Day 35; The Meeting of Mr Haolian and Ms Cake.

And so today was one of the best days of my life, for that, I'm gonna tell a story.

So here it goes:
The Meeting of Mr Haolian and Ms Cake

Background:
mr haolian is an irritating schoolmate of mscake's who has a subject combi 3/4 similar to hers. the fundamental irritation that came from mr haolian was his ego and his self induglence in competing with mscake, which she never wanted to reciprocate. ms cake never forget that day when mr haolian told her straight in her face that "I WANT TO WIN YOU". And mscake being the a little less than average student in her a little more than average school, assumes that mrhaolian has scored pretty well and so has been making attempts to avoid him since the day results were first released.

But fortunately or unfortunately, one wednesday after the big event, mr haolian and mscake met on their way home...

Setting: On some public transport.

mscake pretended not to see the already on board mrhaolian and quickly sat down on the nearest available seat she could find. she was surprised at how lucky she was, but kept on praying, hope he doesnt see me, goodness. And whilst praying, she took out her dearly tys in hope to make the trip home a fufilling one, then..

DADANG!

she saw a familiar physique right before her and all that she could think of was...

SIAO LIAO!

mrhaolian being the ever interested(in her results) party started the conversation..

haolian: aye, this time results very lan leh.. how arh?!
cake: aye, you sure not? don't tell me you got BBBB but u expecting 4As... then like that very lan.
haolian: then you leh? how did you do?
cake: ok larh, so so lor.. having very low expectations of herself was content with her grades.
haolian: aye you know hor my chem got like D leh.. aye I was so shock lor..
cake wanted to laugh, but stopped herself.

haolian: so your maths how?
cake: so so lor.
haolian: so how much you got? 60 WHAT HUH?!
cake, after some hesitation, cause she felt like killing him: aye quite bad, only 70, you leh?
haolian for a moment, was SHOCK! HAHAHAHAH! (cake was F previously)
haolian: huh? 70 is also not very good leh.... after a long pause.. i got 50/60 plus lar..

WAHAHAHAHAHAH! but cake still dare not laugh out loud.

cake: ok what.. aye me is my p2 drag me down.. likethat i think fmaths worse liao lor..
haolian: so what did you get huh? paper1 (the only paper gotten back)
cake: very bad lor.. die liao lar... (she previously got an F)
haolian: i got 40+ ...

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

cake: i got 60+ .. but very bad la.. paper 2 surely worse one (which is true)
cake: anyway hor do you know Ms L got like an A for maths? so good right?

ms L and mrhaolian were once related in someway or another....

haolian: WHAT?! what for you tell me.. make me ZI BEI only..
cake: am I? oh so sorry leh..

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and before cake alighted,
cake: aye, you so clever surely can one lar.. who knows you'll get 4As in the end right? not like me.. i'll be just content with 3As.. hais... cos i not like you lar.. too bad...

WAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.. and cake started laughing the moment she stepped out of the bus, all the way till she falls for her nap and after the nap, till now, 11.18 pm, about 8 hours from the incident.

Morale of the story? Don't be haolian lar!

*All names have been changed to protect the characters involved.

Day 36; A Good Start.

School is finally back in after like 2 days of fun and recuperation. Its seems like I've just started to relax and enjoy: dumpling wrapping with c&ks on sunday, romantic getaway afterthat(which wasn't romantic at all, haha), then kbox session on monday morning followed by catching up with kaili, whom I haven't met for like 2 years according to her and the next moment, everything has to end.

Results were so far so good and I hope things can remain this way to propel me to reach for my stars. I believe I can do it, you should believe you can do so too.

Anyway, its 36 days away from November the 2nd. I need to get back to studying, but before that, there's the quote of the day:

"We're giving you guys the same essay plans as what we're going to exchange with the other colleges.... there's no need for us to hid anything, and in fact thats not what education is all about."

Admist all that competition and struggle to climb the social ladder,
have you forgotten what education should be all about too?

I did.

This split second, I believe that.

Everyone has their own philosophies for love.

Some believed in love as first sight, others never agree to that. Some believe in continuous trying, others believe in waiting. Some believed in the right moment, others were quick to jump into the pitfall of love. Some believed in fighting for what they wanted, others left theirs to fate. Some never look back, others regrets.

For me, I believed that falling in love only takes one moment. Its that one moment which told you "hey, this man is gonna be the one." So does it takes one moment too, to unfall in love, if thats what you call it. That one very moment which said "hey, this is not gonna work anymore.." It just takes that one split second and you know it. You just know it.

No matter what one subscribes to, eventually, we have to be responsible for our choices. Good or bad, you chose it, you ought to get what you deserved.

But never look back, never ever look back and regret.

And thats why I'm so in love with econs cos,
Life is economics, every choice has its opportunity cost*.

*highest valued alternatives forgone to satisfy a particular want.

So what's your take? Choose your philosophy wisely.

La Vie En Rose.

New Template.
So Proud. Haha.

I did this from about 1 to 3am ok? 2 hours is quite a feat. Haha.
I'm just so inspired by this song (that is playing).Hoho, man I really want to dance to it with mydream man.

Finally prelims are over, and school is starting on tuesday. Sian.

I've got to rest now for C&K and my romantic getaway outings tomorrow.

Cya guys around.

Pia Till Die.

Miracles will happen.

Cos' I could do most part of the FM paper today. Wahahha, ok or at least I thought I wouldn't fail, again hoho! And I hope I wun. Physics was shit lar, so don't talk about it.
Its another day of break (just after 4 days of break) before 3 consecutive papers till the end of the prelims. Sian, I feel like I've got more days of breaks than days with papers for the whole of these 2 examination week. Instead of serious mugging 15/24 like what I intended, breaks left me sleeping 1/3 of the day away and ended up with only like 5 hours each day, to cramp everything into this head of mine.

Haiz, FM paper 2 and its stupid mechanics. I need another miracle.

Grant me the luck and I promise I'll piang till I die right after this. Yes, 死都要拼！

“拼！拼！拼！！！”

Interval.

I feel like a piece of shit.

The week's papers have finally ended like an hour ago, while 6 more are coming up starting next tuesday. I'm glad I'm feeling much better compared to the POST JCT, as in more confident. Yet this is not the confidence level I should be having now, I think I should be more confident of myself now that A's is about 1 mth or so away.

In short, GP was lucky cos one of the questions discussed in class came out while many others were quite familiar, but I don't put much hopes in my atrocious foundations in the subject. Like what I told my brother that morning, sometimes you need the luck, cos you never know if the same qn's gonna come out again and it did. Maths was my only hope so far, if you kept all that careless parts. Econs essays were draining, and the worse-s I think I've ever written. And the most shitty thing of all has got to be physics which ended the week; I felt like I've never taken physics all of my life.

And I was saying I felt like a piece of shit. Yes, and now this piece of shit is trying to hope for some miracle to happen during her FM papers so that she can stop getting a F for FM again.

So, that makes her 2 pieces of shit.
Perfect!

I'm hungry, and my dinner is waiting for me.
Goodbye!

A Lil More than 48 hours.

I think I've never felt this afraid before.

I'm so afraid of being afraid of an exam that I'm shopping online for prom dresses right at this moment.

Oh man, I've been here too long.

Good luck everyone. For now, I shall go fight my growling stomach and my nj paper.

Jiayou lo!

A Gentle Reminder.

This was the self reminder I did on my dearest gc when I was really bored mugging fm 2 days ago...



Oh man, I still got mechanics, FOE and demand and supply for tonight.

Mug hard everyone!